3rd blog in a day.=.= I'm too bored.Lols.
I've asked him questions.And got my answers.I felt much better.Compared to last few days.I didn't cry while asking him.Although i still cried when i talked about him.And you are right.That we have too much doubts between us.We moved on too fast.Didn't get to understand each other well enough to be together.Perhaps you really have got over desiree.Just that you missed her at times.Which actually is normal,but i was the one who got jealous.
Right now,i think you are right.I finally know what you meant of wanting to be good friends.Thanks jane.You made that happen. Cheryl is back now.Just like Jane.=D We both knows what we needs to do & what we wants to do.Sorry wenxing,i the past few days i've been kinda unreasonable..I know it makes you feels bad too.
My dear dear dear friends.You all have your way of consoling me,advicing me.Thanks to all of you,willing to console me,talk to me & be with me.I'm feeling much much better already.I've sorted out my thinkings.Now,i'm feeling all better.And now,i should really treasure friendship like how i used to.I saw shirley's blog.I felt the same.I wasn't a good friend to my friends.Not even knowing what's happen around them.But lucky for me,i still have lots of caring nice friends around me.=D Thanks guys.
Just not long ago,i just know that one of my friend just came out.Zhiying,sorry for not knowing.To think back,we've known each other for 4 years le.And it's been time since we last catch up.The last time was..2 years ago? when david & i just broke off.Lols.I remember meeting you the last time,going to bedok lan shop,goes online,waste time,played mIRC to disturb people.Hahas! Smoking behind at the stairs.Eating mac,going back home only in the morning.Lols! Time flies.Really flies.
Has been chatting with friends in msn.Gerald too.Known him through zhiying.All linked de.Hahas.He,now in NS le.So fast.Nice guy,nice friend.Treated everyone the best.Not bad looking too.HEY GIRLS! HE'S STILL SINGLE! =p
Suddenly,i came to realise that everyone around me has changed so much.I'm glad to see everyone doing so well.Coping on with their studies,changing for the better.As for me,N lvl just got over.And i doubt i could go to sec 5.Thus,kinda thinking of the ite route.Whether to go,or to go work liaos save money study private 'O'.But i know it isnt easy.Thus,the consideration.Hmm..now i'm tired.Have decided to go for church tomorrow.=D Good night!