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Saturday, May 9, 2009
@ 1:09:00 AM

I'm upset right now. I broke down and cried. In the middle of the road. I didn't stay that way for long. But it's the first time that emotions ever overwhelmed me that way. I don't know what's wrong with me. But definately,i'm angry with myself. Upset of myself so being upset.
Life is so confusing. Sigh.
"Where were you when i needed you most? Even a day is so tough? Life might be just so different and wonderful if you were around me. But you are never here. During my happy times,you are not here. My sad times,no,you are also not here. I'm still longing for you. I want your love. But i know,i can probably never have it. You've got others to attend to. I'm just...NOthing. You are not there everytime. Not even on my birthday,your birthday,any celebrations..never once that we did it together. I doubt you ever know how i feel. No you just don't. I don't blame you. Neither do i hate you. I love you. And i always do. All i long for..is just some moments with you. Is it just so tough? Are you really that busy that we can only meet after a long while? Even on special occasions,you gotto be elsewhere? Do i really exist at all? Sigh. It really hurts. I just don't understand."


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