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Saturday, August 14, 2010
Lost & Found @ 8:46:00 PM
Have you ever felt lost?
Not knowing what you gonna do?
Or rather,you don't know what you have to do?
Like suddenly,everything thing that matters to you doesn't matter anymore.
Everything that you cares doesn't bothers you anymore.
Well,there are times when I felt that way.
Though its rather depressing,But I guess,we have no choice but to press on in life.
Life's so fragile..There's so much more reason for you to live than die.
For those who ever thought of suicide,please think twice.
Think about how selfish you are if you ever do that.
Your family,your friends,those who cared about you..THINK!
Plus,suicide will never solve your problems,but they will just add another burden to your family.
So please,THINK TWICE!
Personally,I'm selfish too.
Someone scolded me that. =x
And when I come to think of it...I'm in total agreement.
When I was young,I've never thought about my dad's hard work.
When I became rebellious,I never thought about how much he did to provide the best for me.
When I became pregnant,I never thought about how much heartache he would feel.
When I have a child,I never thought about his financial problems.
And now,when I have a perfect Boyfriend,I never thought of his feelings.
Since young,never once I admitted to my own mistakes.
Okie,maybe I did. But like damn seldom? Or I'm forced to?
PRIDE. Just like a guy,I don't wanna lose.
How stupid & annoying I am.
It will one day,ruin myself & losing everything I have that's perfect.
I don't wanna be stupid anymore.
For those my friends & kins ~
If me,Cheryl Tay has ever done anything wrong to you. To make you feel hurt,to make you cry.
To ever fight with you,quarrel with you,threaten you or anything.
Just wanna tell you,I'm Sorry.
On my way of growing up,there's rebellious stage & I believe I've hurt alot of people during those times. Even now,I'm still growing & I'm still hurting people.
But all I wanna say is,I'm Sorry.
And pardon me for being stupid.
It's my mistake in life. Please Give me some time to grow.
And XiuLi,Thanks for teaching me how fragile is life.
Thanks for showing me that I should treasure everything that I have.
Lastly,Thanks for being my good friend.
I'm totally lucky to know you & to have you in part of my life.
I'll miss you & remember you forever....
And to my lovely BiBi~I'm Sorry for everything that I've ever done to hurt you.I'm Sorry for being such an idiot but yet not admitting to being an stupid idiot.I know I've hurt you alot.Give me some time. I'll change.I will not TRY to change,because I know I've to change.I know You meant well for me every time you explain something.I don't wanna lose you. You're everything to me.I'm Sorry. )):
I promise that I'll control. Okie? ((:
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♥ CherylLynn's Life ♥
This is a blog of a 23yr old mother of 2 kids.
♥ Blessed with a wonderful 8yr old son and a 1yr old daughter. (:
♥ Blessed with a supportive father who have always been there. (:
♥ Blessed with a loving husband who puts me first. ^^
♥ Blessed with lots of wonderful friends around me who will keep me moving.
She's blessed with the MOST important thing in life ; ♥ LOVE ♥ (:
No matter how hard life is,THANK GOD,SMILE & MOVE ON. ^^
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And don't befriend her if you will to hurt her & brings pain to her.
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